Psalm 22:14 Amplified Bible (AMP)
"I am poured out like water, and all my bones are out of joint. My heart is like wax; it is softened [with anguish] and melted down within me."
My God my God why have you forsaken me? That is the cry of my heart yet somewhere underneath my seemingly shredded bone marrow my heart knows You are there, My joints are out of place Lord, the scales lack balance. Pain has the upper hand. I am sinking, the tunnel is deep, dark and never ending. I know You are there and You will never leave me nor forsake me but I am tired oh Jehovah. I am tired my Father. Save me oh God! I am tired, I feel it even in my sleep, my joints are rebelling, they are out of place. My flesh is weary, my mind is numb and threatening to divorce me, my bones cannot... my bones...my bones. Its as if the inside of my bones has been shredded, pounded, crushed... until when My Father..until when Jehovah? Save me oh God for I do not know myself anymore. I have been blended with pain, intertwined with disappointment, joined together with despair...The taste of tears shatters my tattered heart.
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